I'm reading Keep a Quiet Heart by Elisabeth Elliot which is basically her book of what would be blogs. She talks about what purity means to will one thing. That is the last thing that defines me. I have so many desires for my life. Sometimes I think I would be saddened if Jesus came just yet, because I feel like there are things that I would be disappointed I missed. I know so much of me is made for nursing school and I plan to use those skills for kingdom purposes, but I'm not of one purpose there. Although it would be great to say my only real love was Jesus. I still want to discover the meaning of two becoming one in all of it's depths. I want to know these things. I want to experience these things. They keep me from being pure of heart though. Which Elisabeth says keeps us from peace. Well that explains a lot. I don't know what to do with this
Friday, June 24, 2011
news worthy
Update time.
I got into nursing school! I'm waiting to hear back from one that's closer to home but I am going to nursing school in the fall.
The number of medications I am on is decreasing and I'm feeling healthier, most of the time.
Jesus is just so good. I struggle to understand why I watch others being blessed financially while I am hindered in ministry and blessing others because I can't pay my bills.
That's what's going on with me these days.
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