pain... yuck

I've had a bad day in regards to whatever it is that I've got. Massive headache and pains in my knees and ankles. My body desperately wants rest but my mind won't let it. I've been reading more of the Guerrilla Hostage today. It helps distract me some. I have also found rest in that if God can save Ray from such a dire situation. Give him peace in the jungle with his captors on Christmas... then God can certainly get me through this. He will grant me rest and peace, sometimes through reconnection with a close friend, sometimes through hope of a job I can do from home, and sometimes just by letting me know He is there and He is in control. I wish I could do something to feel better... but rather I will be still.